Where In The World Have I Been?

Well...I've been extremely busy being depressed, anxious, and all around just trying to take care of myself in the past couple of years. Counseling, self-help books, and other ways of dealing with life have gotten me through.

In that matter of time, so much has changed. For starters, we're in the middle of a global pandemic that has taken the lives of almost 190,000 Americans. But that's another blog.

The biggest news of the past several years? COJO SHAVED HIS HEAD!!! It's been 3 years and I still think it's the biggest mistake he's ever made. BUT OF COURSE, he still managed to make himself look fucking fabulous with the blonde shag he has grown in its place, so I can't be too mad at him. 

The other main change that has affected my life...I met Constantine!!! That's right! The royal me met the greatness that is Constantine Maroulis in February 2019 in Sedona, AZ. My girl, Judy, along with other fellow members of "The 30", got together and brought Constantine to her condo's clubhouse for an exclusive private concert. He performed songs from his new album, "Until I'm Wanted" (Available now wherever you buy/stream music), along with other rock classics...some even I've never heard of. But he won my heart with his rendition of "Black Magic Woman". It has become my new favorite song by him. Hell, it's even my e-mail tone on my phone!

But how did it change me, you ask? It led me to making an epic sacrifice.

I no longer write erotic Constantine fanfiction. I just can't. I grew to respect him as a person that night. He's just a man...incredibly gorgeous and extremely blessed with talent, but still just a man trying to do everything he can for his daughter and still have a successful career for himself, even in these crazy times.

So, bottom line? I'm still here, it's still me vs. that asshole God, and I'm destined for greatness...in some form or another.

Til the next time...